i got no idea what to do now. feels kinda frustrated while people keep gossip between me and J. He is the guy who younger than me 4 years old. He looks like a kid just fresh graduate from high school, and he dress like one of them neither. Sorry i’m not mean to comment him like that. Well actually he is a nice guy, i will be his girl friend is i met him during my age of 18. But in that time i dont think he will get any interest with me. Because i looks like a nerd?LOL~
In the mean time, i am..still in love with that guy, O. He is younger than me 3 years old. But his appearance just doesn’t looks like way younger to me. He is caring and kind of emotion guy for me. I like him because he is shy, knowledgable, thin, a little bit of muscular, and he is kinda cute when he is try to figuring out what he want to say. Although he is not interest with me, well im still hoping for those little caring that he has done to be while we met. It was so sweet whenever thinks back those memory that i’ve keep ’em in my heart. The truth is i am still like to being around him and my face is brushing when im smilling to him. I just loves to be like it always~
Anyway, i just don’t want J to get hurts by the gossip. And hopefully me and O’s relationship can grow stronger. Sorry for everything that i’ve done. I meant it.