i don’t think that i am cruel to him, because if i am, he is the one who treating like that to me 1st. and now i just watched and learnt pay back to him what he did the same thing as he does all the times. and i really feels that our friendship is going to end. im totally fine with it~! because i knew that no matter how hard he trying to save it, in the end he is the one who break it. so he got no one to blame on it.
if 1 day the god ask me for giving me a wish, i would probably tell him that i hope there will be no such a word and action call as rumours. i hate it. i mean i do hope somebody will loves me one day but not for someone like J who falls so easily to me. if the time not ready yet, why cant i enjoy my lovely single life? why people loves to create rumours to those single person? this feeling is really irritating to me. and i hope god can fulfill my wish in the next diversity when we’re all dead and reborn again~! i really mean it~always keep my the faith.